I have not gotten any response from the new treatment center nor from Beth. I expected this. If she thinks I am about to withdraw from her, she withdraws from me first. Letting me hang for a few days or weeks with no word has a tendency to soften me up a bit.
Will the state of Florida give her help if she needs it? Or will her only recourse be the streets? My help has not saved her from the streets and all that entails. She regularly goes there for drugs.
Is this really a choice? When I think it is a choice I want to let her go, fend for herself, make a decision.
Or is it that she is just so darn sick and no one has the cure?
I just do not believe that this is the best she can do. Can't put a few weeks together. There is some element of resistance here from her concious mind!
On Being Afraid
1 month ago